11/13/2010

...simplemente no hay palabras...


...y sin embargo...
....no era cuento de hadas. Nunca me engañó con falsas promesas de un final feliz. Fue lo suficientemente cruel para leérme la historia después del "The End". Los personajes no fueron felices para siempre (tuvieron peleas y no siempre fue fácil pagar la renta a fin de mes)...
...érase una vez, osea que había un día, en que fuimos dos Pesimistas No-ortodoxos en el mundo... ahora solo quedo yo...

Sigo creyendo que es alguna broma de mal gusto, sigo esperando a que José Miguel aparezca y me salude cada que doblo una esquina. Miguel es más que un gran músico, más que mi amigo, más que quien le pone los puntos a mis ies, más que mi Emocionalista, más que mi gurú espiritual o mi diablo guardián, más que mi lugar en el mundo... una parte de mi... algo de mi ha muerto...

He pasado estos días caminando por la ciudad. Por los lugares donde nos veíamos, por los sitios que frecuentaba. "En esta esquina no apareció, pero tal vez en la siguiente calle". Sé que no lo veré más, y, sin embargo, sigo lastimando mis pies cansados. Sigo adelante no sólo porque no quiero romper a llorar, si no porque no hay otra dirección. Sigo adelante porque él nunca se detuvo...
...siempre juntos hasta el final...
...por tu ciudad ambarosa sigo caminando...
"Seguimos corriendo

A prisa. Derrumbando el viento.
Olvidando los días lluviosos
¿Seguimos llorando verdad?
José Amenti Favela."

10/14/2010

...i have no words to express my sorrow...

Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He is Dead.
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.

10/13/2010

9/24/2010

the blurry tempest

I'm walking in the rain
行くあてもなく 傷ついた身体濡らし
絡みつく凍りのざわめき
殺しつづけて 彷徨う いつまでも
Until I can forget your love...Endless rain, fall in my heart 心の傷に
Let me forget all of the hate, all of the sadness...

9/11/2010

Against the Zombies

I'm currently into reading Pride and Prejudice and Zombies. At first I thought it an intersting idea, but the zombies are too forced into the story, although that hadn't really bothered me until this Elizabeth who is supposed to be a cold-blooded killer trained on Shaolin's arts be so distressed about her sister running away with Wickham till the point of breaking into tears. I mean WTF?!!! When I read that I couldn't help myself but to agree with Lady Catherine, she lacks proper instruction in the deadly arts with knowning only that clumsy kung fu, she should've gone to Japan for real training.
And not being this sufficient to the inaccuracy of the supposed character of this "warrior-like" Elizabeth with her acctions, later on we have the mention that the sisters cannot go after wicked Wickham's head because "my sisters and I cannot spend any substantial time searching for Wickham, as we are each commanded by His Majesty to defend Hertfodshire from all enemies until such time as we are dead, rendered lame, or married", this said by the sister that had already spent about a month or more traveling for pleasure with her uncles, after the elder sister returned from spending a month on London just for distraction and the "kidnaped" one was having fun by her own with some acquaintances; I mean all of them could just leave their home and responsabilities of protection of the same for pleasure but not to go after vengance for such an offence as dishonoring her sister? WTF???!!! That's the worst excuse ever!
Oh! I almost forgot, what's that about Darcy firmly believing that Jane had the plague and becuase of that he opposed to her union with Bingley but didn't notice that Charlotte was three-quaters dead? How's possible that no one of the warriors there noticed it but Elizabeth?
I've lost many hours of my life on this stupid book and I seriously seriously feel like sueing someone....



...and if you can't pacify me
I will break your bones
You think I'm bluffing, just try me...
...you'll suffer for this. I swear...

9/04/2010

Nature Conquest


"...From the concrete who knew that a flower would grow?..."

9/01/2010

...as the bruises turn to yellow...

It took me almost 3 years, 5 tries, 15 doramas, and a broken foot, but I finally finished knitting my sweater, the first and the last I'd ever make. First it was way too big, then it was too short, now I don't know, but I won't remake it! The thing is that after I finished it, I have too much remaining yarn, so i kept on knitting a pattern from here (well, it's not exactly the same 'cos i only used 2 neddles -and then i got "creative")

8/05/2010

...without needing me

...if you ever feel like missing me just remember all the boring times we spent together and you'll realize you wasted your time once again...

6/14/2010

Pure Morning

Sometimes I need someone to hold my head getting my hair carefully and tell me "you're not alone", but then another regurgitation impels me to give up such stupid thoughts and expel what was left of my dinner while slowly dawns.

5/30/2010

Solar Return

Don't call it a come back, call it a rebirth!